How to be the tiger? Free.
How to feel all my potential in an instant?
How to feel the roar and how to let it out?
I can see the longing to run wildly,
fast as never before, holding nothing back for later…
a movement like fire,
that devastates everything known,
that leaves behind only the burning
and the dull scream
that shakes everything and eliminates
any trace of falsehood.
Like that, to run and scream at the same time: like a shake-up of nature, like a hurricane, a tornado, a lightning bolt, a night of absolute tempest.
Tired of being in the shadow, controlled, fearful, worried about wasting energy, in case something changes in the future, in case it wasn't what I thought, because of others, because of commitments, in case at some point it isn't worth it.
How is it that I am the man and the woman? The strength and the delicacy?
The killer and also the victim of everyone?
How do I make peace with both?
I am guilty of almost everything one can be and I am already raining.
How to be free?
How to be without fear?
Without wanting to be different?
Without wanting to feel different?